When I was studying for my Captain’s license, the first sentence of rule 2 of the Navigation Rules of the Road always gave me pause:
“Nothing in these Rules shall exonerate any vessel, or the owner, master, or crew thereof, from the consequences of any neglect to comply with these Rules or of the neglect of any precaution which may be required by the ordinary practice of seamen, …”
Those words always make me think about the stupid things I’ve done on a sailboat and the times that I may have had better fortune than judgment. These mistakes on my part almost always involved going out in conditions that were not appropriate.
By “not appropriate” I mean that both the wind and waves were either too much for the boat, too much for the crew, or too much for my skill level. All too often I managed to nail two out of three of these and once I managed to get all three: the trifecta of dumb moves.
I don’t believe that mastery of a skill can be gained without occasionally testing the limits of your skill level. However, as I have proven, mastery of a skill doesn’t necessarily mean having the judgment of when (and when not) to use that skill.
I like to think that I’m a cautious boat handler now. However, early in my sailing endeavors, I made a series of mistakes that led to a dismasting on a previous boat. Unfortunately, I had three passengers on board, none of whom had the slightest idea of what to do on a sailboat.
I’d promised to take a group of friends sailing on a specific day. On the appointed day, the weather offered sun, but higher winds than initially expected. I gave them the option of trying another day, but they all wanted to go out.
Fail #1: I knew the wind was too high, but decided to go out because the “crew” wanted to.
I tucked in a reef on the mainsail, hanked on the small jib and sailed out into Tampa Bay with the wind on the starboard quarter. The winds filled in as expected, but the boat seemed a little sluggish, so I shook out the reef and we picked up a bit of speed.
Fail #2: I’d never sailed with four people aboard before and the added human ballast changed the way the small keelboat handled.
I’d looked down at the GPS for a minute, then suddenly there was a metallic popping sound and the boat stopped. I looked up at my stunned crew and noticed that I didn’t have any sails up – or mast for that matter. They were laying perfectly set in the water on the port side.
I actually did most things right after that: checked for hull damage; put crew in life jackets; cut away running and standing rigging; pulled sails and lines aboard to stow below; secured the mast; and started the engine. What I didn’t do was call “PON-PON-PON” …
Fail #3: I was too embarrassed to call for help and as a result, no one knew we were in trouble but me. I put my friends in danger because of my pride … not really my finest hour.
We motored the four miles back to the dock in rising wind and seas, gusting to 25 knots with 2 to 3 foot waves. Clearly not too critical, but in a damaged 20’ former sailboat, not a great time either. At least I didn’t panic and I kept smiling, so the crew didn’t really know how bad it was.
Once back at the dock, my friends went their way and I was left to ponder how badly I’d screwed up. It took me six months before I had the guts to go sailing again and two years before I’d take people sailing.
I know I learn from my mistakes and I know I learned from this one. When I take people out now, I recognize that I – and only I – am responsible for their safety. Using that as my starting point for decision-making keeps things easier.